i misss emmotional intimacyyyy :(((((((((

 392
16 Apr 14 at 8 am

Lead Poisoning | Ramna Safeer (via inkywings)

(via backshelfpoet)

"

You come back
like a whisper, like a cloud’s underbelly
rolling into new land, and I
apologize to my knees. I tell them
“I am sorry, babies, for all
the grovelling we do together.”

Just in case I ever see you
tie promises to your tongue again,
rope them in and swallow and spit back up
into my cup half empty, just in case
I find you with back against brick wall
and her lips in your hair but
my name on your mind,

I have slept with sharpened pencils
under my pillow for a little more than
a week now. There are occasional
commas behind my ears and pinpricks
at my jugular, but I need to remind myself
even in my sleep that there are other things
that carry poison and poems
at the same damn time.

You come back easy,
you come back like it leaves no wrinkle.
You come back and I whisper
to my shoulders, I tell them
“Carry the world a little longer, my loves,
for here he comes
again.”

"

 1
16 Apr 14 at 3 am
tags: r 

fragilelittleflower:

4/15/14

Sometimes I feel alive, with the wind blowing in my hair
and the sun resting on my skin
and a beautiful song is radiating through my bones
and the city lights shine so bright it makes me tear up

but then sometimes, the wind isn’t enough
and I feel like I can’t breathe
and the songs aren’t touching me
and the city lights seem dim

It’s usually an inner battle with me, on how to be happy and not miserable. but there are times that I’m almost winning the battle but some people in my life keep weighing me down.

You’re a poisonous weight and there’s nothing healthy about you being in my blood stream. Please get out. Or make peace with yourself, so you can stop turning my blood to acid.

You aren’t the only one feeling this way. That’s for sure.

 3833
16 Apr 14 at 3 am

Ray Bradbury (via sad-plath)

(Source: sad-plath, via backshelfpoet)

"Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer and, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them."

 837
16 Apr 14 at 3 am

d.a.s (backshelfpoet)

(Source: home-away-from-harm, via backshelfpoet)

"You keep galaxies in your veins, do not shed them for anyone"

 3
16 Apr 14 at 3 am
tags: late  night  thoughts  drowning 

Hook-ups are not uncommon. People get into the moment, and let their sexual tendencies free. It doesn’t take much. They get tired of one another and bounce from person to person to person..

But let me tell you, there is nothing like love.

Looking at their eyes and feeling something so sure with every vessel in your heart. That that person was meant to be in your life. Being able to run up to someone and kiss them—any hour of any day. No hesitations or fears. Just pure effortlessness…

It can’t be imitated or recreated…

Just like how the same tree can never regrow like another. 

I’m sitting on a stump that used to be the tallest tree in my life at one point.

It is 3 am and there is no cure to how I feel. It gets to the point where being high isn’t even worth it anymore. 

It’s snowing in April, and I’m looking out the window wondering how long it’ll take before the frost melts and everything turns beautiful again..

"Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something."

 1404
11 Apr 14 at 9 am

carlvegandude:

Stop eating animals…NOW!

(via lucidi-ty)

carlvegandude:

Stop eating animals…NOW!

About the Pretty Girl songs

Fan: Play an ugly girl song!
Seth Avett: There are no ugly girls, just different shades of pretty.
 9932
08 Apr 14 at 6 pm

Nancy Thayer (via thestylishgypsy)

(Source: seabois, via asuffocatedbutterfly)

"The universe is always speaking to us … Sending us little messages, causing coincidences and serendipities, reminding us to stop, to look around, to believe in something else, something more."

 166127
08 Apr 14 at 6 pm

If you mess up you could get really hurt forever AND hurt someone you really care about. 

(Source: dewogong, via niggasinquebec)

 36145
08 Apr 14 at 6 pm

Joel Osteen  (via cultivate-solitude)

(Source: rabbitinthemoon, via hi-thisishannah)

"When nobody else celebrates you, learn to celebrate yourself. When nobody else compliments you, then compliment yourself. It’s not up to other people to keep you encouraged. It’s up to you. Encouragement should come from the inside."

 1
08 Apr 14 at 10 am
tags: me  life 

i can’t say that i dont miss you

i cant say that on those hazy weeknights

where i feel like doing nothing but curling up into a ball

and feeling so small, 

i wish you would atleast want to hear my voice too.

i can’t say that i dont think about how it was this time last year.

so much can change in a year.

a whole life can change..

and so it continues…

 38589
08 Apr 14 at 10 am

themoonphase:

flowury:

Don’t be sad look at these pictures of small animals with flowers on their heads

SO PRECIOUS

(via jaspersbones)

 292212
08 Apr 14 at 12 am

Distraction in its true form  (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: novemberdepth, via ourheartswillalign)

"

People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad


People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.

"